Back again! An eventful few weeks, and an “interesting” post that I paused on… well it was a nice sword I guess :) While visiting Green I decided to include elouai.com pictorial portrait of me on this blog too. It's kinda like me, the clothes are almost right, but the hair was a bit of a problem because they had no crewcut image, just a slaphead, so I had to paint stubble myself :) Ironically, I think it looks more like me when I used a certain full hair type... go figure! anyway…
Familiarity leads one to believe that things last forever; that what was here the day before will be here the day after, allowing one to blissfully whittle away the hours of today.
To lose one close friend is a tragedy, to lose a second in under a year just seems unfair. And although the situations were different, in the end, they both just faded away.
He was there for me after my first loss, now he’s the one that’s gone and it seems everyone else is busy getting on with their own lives. Its not that they don’t care, its just that they don’t have the time; the time to make it feel casual.
Both now gone for good, but for different reasons. Nostalgically remembering the good times and honestly recapping the bad. All I can do is pine, and keep them pictured within me, but leave the whittling for another day and get on with the now.
2 comments:
You know I'm probably the last person to spout verse at you but here's a killer: "Life is nothing but suffering and pain".
And who said Buddhism was all meditation and good feelings? :)
I suck at serious, sorry. Maybe a helpful one for you: "There is a deep serenity in distancing oneself from all life processes".
Great site loved it alot, will come back and visit again.
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